it hit me while masturbating in the shower, i’m never going to be completely sober. i need drugs to function as a member of society. and that’s alright with me.
i also know, more importantly, that there are millions of other people like me all over the planet. most of us just hide to survive.
Until you relapse. There’s a reason people fall into bad habits and if those reasons are not addressed, the change is only temporary. Speaking from experience.