it hit me while masturbating in the shower, i’m never going to be completely sober. i need drugs to function as a member of society. and that’s alright with me.
i also know, more importantly, that there are millions of other people like me all over the planet. most of us just hide to survive.
I used to think I’d be addicted to nicotine forever and I’ve not smoked for over a year now, after 20 years on the stuff. Maybe you will change who knows?
Congrats.