it hit me while masturbating in the shower, i’m never going to be completely sober. i need drugs to function as a member of society. and that’s alright with me.
i also know, more importantly, that there are millions of other people like me all over the planet. most of us just hide to survive.
personally i have periods of fluctuation. there are some months where i smoke weed every day, others of complete sobriety where im ‘addicted’ to yoga and cycling every day, and inbetween where i just use substances socially with friends or at gatherings like raves.
You know there is nothing stopping you from getting high AND doing yoga and cycling every day!
Running long distances high is probably my favorite thing in the world.